Erg!
There is so much going on! I mean, my mom said that I would be able to go to Indiana with her. But it's all cuz before i thought i was ready I asked if i could stay with Kristin's family, but now i know that I'm ready! I know that I want to go! But like, my mom wants to make sure im "emotionally stable" and I know that I am! But then she's saying that she's old enough to tell weather i am or not. But she doesn't know how i feel inside! Can't I have a teenager and have different feelings and emotion? I just hate it when she thinks she knows how I feel. She doesn't! Why can't I choose? And now it's like my parents (even tho they are devorced) formed an alliace! They are like forcing me to stay when they said that i could go! It's so not fair! But us and carolyn are gonna talk. Cuz i mean the whole perpose of me moving before that school year ended was that so I could meet people from there before I started High School. And mom is saying that my cousin knows people but that he can introduce me to that go there, and then I have a relitive that is my same age that would be going there, but like the thing is, I wanna know the people before I go! And she just doesnt get it! My mom is the youngest of 10 and like, she has always had people to go to school with, even if they hated each other! She would atlease have someone and me, I don't! They just don't get it! And it's bothering me. I hate them!